you know what I want? I want to stop it all. Not in that “suicide” sense, no I want to live for sure. But I want to end the stress, and this endless sadness, end the desperation, end it all. Simply I wanna be happy and right now I am feeling like I am miles away, I distance myself from everyone around me because I can´t live with myself atm, and if I can´t why should I bother my friends and family with it. idk
i feel like i am only existing. i want to be living. i just constantly feel like i’m missing out on everything someone my age should be experiencing. having a tight group of friends, real love, endless nights. there’s plenty more. i feel like something’s holding me down and i’m wasting my life away and before you know it it’ll all be gone.
I care about the problems of men. I care that the patriarchy tells men that they have to be stoic beasts incapable of emotion. I care that the patriarchy tells men that they are lust-filled monsters incapable of controlling their own libidos. I care that the patriarchy tells men that they cannot be raped or assaulted because the patriarchy believes women are too weak and inferior to be dangerous.
Feminists did not do this to you, other men did.